This is great.
id punch a wall but i dont want to hurt my hand.
id break something but i dont want to replace it.
id cry but i dont want to have puffy eyes anymore.
id scream but i dont want the attention.
id stress but my health is still questionable and recovering.
id talk about it but you dont hear me.
so ill just continue sitting here feeling like this. self destructing inside silently until i cant do this anymore.